Ahh the memories (:

Personally its been tough this last week for me to realize that my friends have helped me more than i could ever imagine. Honestly I don't know where i would be without my morning 6 am conversations with ashlee where we can talk about anything bitch about the army and know she is the only person who gets me.Our friendship is odd to most, we are pretty ridiculous when were together, running through trailer parks, and not one of the good ones, its like west virginia inbred looking trailer park.  mind you a pregnant girl at 11pm running through a trailer park... yeap! thats my best friend. Not being irritated when she calls me at 7 am on a sunday because i know somethings wrong just by the tone in her voice, random bitch fests we have about stupid people and facebook snooping come on you cant admit you dont do it to.... the one person who hides contact info yet all their pictures are public and the wall is to... hello entertainment!
The one person who didn't ditch me when i left for basic. The girl who didnt spend all her free time talking to my boyfriend... yeahhh still bitter about it..  Most people don't understand the strain the military puts on a relationship and the hardships military couples face, her and Gavin have an amazing marriage and i am happy they have gotten through so many hardships together and are still going strong they are going to make wonderful  parents. Being able to have her to depend on when im just angry and fed up with shit were there for each other, no matter where the army takes us were always gunna be friends, Aiden needs someone to teach him " Oh Puck" and to pick his nose.
I never imagined i would have so many mommy friends at 19.  Its hard to stay friends with people who have kids, your life and there's have different priorities you cant just go off on an adventure, you have to pack diapers, wipes, clothes, and blankets, the car seat.... So much changes when friends get married and have a baby you think your friendship has changed. I think its the people that get the mindset being friends is to much work, I might not have a baby. but i understand the mindset that they have.its gunna be tough but i know she can do it.God has a plan for everything and it might not be the way you expected it to go or even hoped, in the end you have your baby, your always going to be his mom.

Things arent gunna change when she has wittle aiden. We will still sleep through avatar, fold laundry and clean up her house when we hang out, just we will add a few more chores, (: